if you scroll down to the end of this blog, you'll see that on 2017 i reverted all my posts into draft. yes, i've been blogging since around 2011. my first blog was tumblr and i had a great time playing with the html. but here let me share my other blogs and expose myself to the whole internet. i'm cut for you all to see but i don't mind. i want to share my authentic self to the world. so here's the list:
Inez Lyvia
a constant peace seeker
Wednesday 15 May 2024
Sunday 12 May 2024
rebirth: detachment
of what worth is this dunya, when you have to let go of everything?
nothing.
it's worth nothing.
Friday 26 April 2024
pesan tengah malam
di malam-malam itu,
ada yang memanggil-manggil khawatir,
ada yang bisu menelan getir.
tapi cinta tak hanya bisa diungkapkan dengan kata,
ia bisa berupa harapan,
asa.
juga doa yang dimohonkan pada sang maha esa.
saat menyembah, saat menghamba.
saat pikir berkelana dan kalbu gundah gulana.
Monday 22 April 2024
gandhari
hampir seperempat abad kau hidup di sisiku,
baru belakangan ini aku menyadari kehebatanmu.
baru belakangan ini aku menyadari kehebatanmu.
rasa sayangku tak pernah berubah,
syukur pun tak henti kuucap,
tapi rasa kagum luput dari ruang di hatiku.
Sunday 21 April 2024
samar
aku berharap pada tuhan
agar kau jangan jadi dangkal,
tapi tuhan menjadikanmu sedalam lautan.
aku tidak bisa menyelam.
Saturday 20 April 2024
racau paradoksikal
Kupeluk tubuhku erat saat ruh semangat melayang dengan gontai meninggalkan raga yang tak berdaya ini. Bertahanlah, kata yang dirapalkannya berulangkali, terdengar semakin menjauh. Ruangan menjadi temaram seiring satu-satunya kobaran api harapan yang tersisa meredup.
Wednesday 21 February 2024
Book Reflection: "As Long As the Lemon Trees Grow" by Zoulfa Katouh
This novel is one of those novel that is hard to read. It makes my heart heavy. The story is set in 2011-2012 Syrian Civil War, where Salama is one of the survivor of the cruel dictatorship.
Tuesday 21 November 2023
a reflection on current humanity
i spent this month crying everyday. i know i cry from time to time, but lately it’s almost like i don’t skip a dose of my daily surprise crying session.
Monday 4 September 2023
Thursday 20 July 2023
Am I Dying?
Dear doctor, am I dying?
Soon as the secret’s discovered,
all my plans and dreams, shattered.
Previous signs now have a name
so I’ll forever be haunted.
Soon as the secret’s discovered,
all my plans and dreams, shattered.
Previous signs now have a name
so I’ll forever be haunted.
Sunday 2 July 2023
kita menatap dengan apa?
bibirku merumpi kepada
ribuan telinga yang mendengar
kau adalah hebat, tanpa cacat
kau kisah kesayangan
gadis kesepian
yang mendambakan kawan
juga kedamaian
ribuan telinga yang mendengar
kau adalah hebat, tanpa cacat
kau kisah kesayangan
gadis kesepian
yang mendambakan kawan
juga kedamaian
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