Tuesday, 4 June 2024

ada kesedihan ini

ada kesedihan ini, yang mengebor lubang di hatiku. besar dan dalam, ia tak dapat ditambal oleh apapun.

Tuesday, 28 May 2024

The Test: To Hold On To Your Faith, Basically

This is my first time writing a reflection (that serves as a reminder for me too) with the basis of Al-Quran and Hadith. So, as a non-religious person, I plead to anyone who read this to remind and correct me if I made any mistake in quoting an ayah (verse), translating it, or interpreting it. Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Sunday, 12 May 2024

rebirth: detachment

of what worth is this dunya, when you have to let go of everything?

nothing.
it's worth nothing.

Friday, 26 April 2024

pesan tengah malam

di malam-malam itu,
ada yang memanggil-manggil khawatir,
ada yang bisu menelan getir.
tapi cinta tak hanya bisa diungkapkan dengan kata,
ia bisa berupa harapan,
asa.
juga doa yang dimohonkan pada sang maha esa.
saat menyembah, saat menghamba.
saat pikir berkelana dan kalbu gundah gulana.

Wednesday, 21 February 2024

Book Reflection: "As Long As the Lemon Trees Grow" by Zoulfa Katouh

This novel is one of those novel that is hard to read. It makes my heart heavy. The story is set in 2011-2012 Syrian Civil War, where Salama is one of the survivor of the cruel dictatorship.

Tuesday, 21 November 2023

a reflection on current humanity

i spent this month crying everyday. i know i cry from time to time, but lately it’s almost like i don’t skip a dose of my daily surprise crying session.

Friday, 19 May 2023

Arti Nama

"gy ap4h"
"lg ngerjain kasus niech"
"kasus paan sie"
"kasus klien lah. duh urusan personal blm kelar udh ngurusin idup orang ya. tp lbh gmpg ngurus idup orang e hhe"
"km mang terlahir ntuk itu"
"terlahir utk apa"
"menolong rang orang laen. km kan dewi jangan lupa"

Saturday, 29 April 2023

Selamat Hari Raya Idul Fitri.

https://vt.tiktok.com/ZS8TjKd5P/

Tadi pagi, video di atas lewat di beranda Tiktok-ku. Nonton videonya aja udah bikin tersentuh, tapi baca komennya bikin makin terenyuh karena ternyata banyak orang yang ngerasa dihargai dan diperhatiin lewat video ini.

Monday, 16 January 2023

Sedikit Cerita tentang Bersyukur

"Ya Allah, ternyata aku orang yang sangat disayang..." pikirku di pertengahan hari ini, yang mendorong jari-jariku untuk mengetik belasan hal baik mulai beberapa waktu lalu ke dalam catatan di HP.