It's 5am i'm too lazy to write this, but let's hope i have the time to finish this blogpost. Besides, i know that once i start writing, i won't stop lol.
After i had "cold" the night before, i woke up at 5:30am to have breakfast. My entire body was still hurt and i had headache. I didn't want to eat anything but grandma forced me to. I had breakfast and after waiting for a while (i can't sleep quickly after having meal, it makes me nauseated when i wake up), i went back to bed. And damn it i had the cold again. The cold was simply unbearable and discomforting, but i wasn't shivering like the night before and my fingertips weren't numb. I got back to sleep but i only got a couple minutes of sleep and woke up every once after a while. I had headache and backache, and i felt queasy, and that just made me didn't want to go out of bed even more. But i woke up twice around 8am to eat apples and to measure my blood pressure. It was very low, 105/52. Then i went back sleep. But at 10am i woke up because i heard mom got a call. It was from the hospital. They said that my doctor hadn't come back from abroad and delayed me to check in to the hospital the next day (friday) but mom insisted that the doctor said i would have the surgery at friday so i had to check in on thursday. The doctor messaged mom at that day that he could, but that was the last information from him, after that, he couldn't be reached at all. Then mom told the hospital that we would come to the hospital because we don't want to lose the room we had booked. Then i took a warm shower and had a little bit of lunch. Then grandma told me to go shalat dhuhur, and after we were done we went to the hospital at around 12pm.
Mom took care of the administration procedure and me and grandma and grandpa waited outside. It took 2 hours, probably, before we got to the preparation room. But the beds in preparation room was full, and we waited outside. When my name was called, me and mom were asked to sit down. Taking care of my documents, the nurse told us that my doctor couldn't be contacted, and the surgery wasn't urgent so we had to wait for the information from the doctor. But i told them that actually my surgery has delayed twice. Once when the first time i went to the oncology clinic on august, i had the usg (ultrasonography) there, but the doctor said he couldn't do the surgery on august because he was gonna go abroad etc. and told us to made an appointment to have the cosultation with him in the beginning of november. Mom booked a room in the hospital for november 5th because the doctor said the surgery will be on november 6th. Then mom made an appointment for november 2nd. On november 2nd the doctor said he wouldn't be free again. But then he decided the surgery will be on november 13th, fixed. He wrote it on his calendar and marked it. He made a receipt to check in to the hospital and mom brought it. But now on nov 12th the clinic said that the doctor was still on furlough, and his family said he hadn't come back from abroad yet. The nurses said that he would only be back on nov 13th. Mom said that it's okay if i had to go home now, but the nurses had to make sure that there would be still a room for me the next day. In fact the doctor had decided that the surgery will be on nov 13th and i had to be hospitalized the day before. What if i still had the surgery for nov 13th and i haven't been hospitalized? What if the doctor thought that we couldn't keep the appointment? Besides mom had asked for school's permition that i would be absent since nov 12th. But no one knew yet when exactly i would have my surgery. But then, finally i was hospitalized but the hospital took no medical action (they didn't give me iv and meds, just blood pressure and temperature check once in a few hours).
By the way, i met my classmate's mom in the hospital.
---THIS WAS POSTED ON FRIDAY, 13-11-2015 AND NOW I'M UPDATING THIS ON THURSDAY, 19-11-2015---
By the way, i met my classmate's mom in the hospital. I knew her because i've come to her house 3 times for band practice and my class' event. She came into me without a nurse's uniform and saw me like "umm i guess i've ever met this kid... where did i meet her? Is she one of my daughter's friends?" —let's say her daughter's name is Fergie, because i don't feel like mentioning real people's names on my blogposts— but she just walked pass me and ignored me while talking with the nurse who was taking care of my data. But i did a mistake when she left. I asked to the nurse... like this, maybe.
"Does that woman work here?" | "Which woman?" | "That woman who just sat there." | "Oh, yes, she works on emergency departments. What's up?" | *ugh i can't lie* "That was my classmate's mom." | "Oh, Fergie?" | *uugh she knows Fergie too* "Yeah, Fergie." | "Are you her junior high friend or senior high?" | "Senior high school." | "Oh what is it... um..." | "SMA 2." | "Ohh i see, so you're around my child ('s age) also..."
Damn i really regretted it what if the nurse tell Fergie's mom that i was going to have surgery?
After that, another nurse took me to my room, walking. Grandma, grandpa, and cacha just helped mom to bring my stuff there then went home. Not long after that, a nurse came in and told the information and rules, about being hospitalized there. She also brought some brochure about medical topics related to me, but the most interesting was the brochure about anesthetics. It scared me out. There written the kinds of anesthesia, pros and cons, side effects, and what else i don't remember duh i think i lost the brochure now. I thought, "of course it has a lot of side effects because my nerves are forced to sleep!" Plus i've heard about anesthesia that tragically went wrong from people who had experienced surgery with general anesthesia.
After that i spent the day doing nothing, laying down in bed, take a look to the garden from my balcony (because they didn't put iv in me), the nurses came to check my blod pressure and temperature, then left, while informing they were still trying to contact my doctor. At night, a general doctor visited me and i told her that i had headache and i felt squeasy. She was funny and kind. She told me that she was gonna give me a medicine, just i forgot the name of the meds. But until now (yes, today, wednesday) i didn't receive any meds that she mentioned. I guessed that was because of my surgery? And later at night, maybe around 10pm-00am when i was already asleep, an anesthesiologist visited me with a nurse. The nurse told me that the surgery will be at 12:30pm friday nov 13th, and the anesthesiologist told me that i would have my general anesthesia through the iv and i had to fast since 6am. I thanked God and asked him, is there any side effects that might happened to me, and he said of course yes, like lungs or heart blockage. Me and mom shocked. But then he said "let's hope it won't happen." I said yeah and him and the nurse left the room. I continued my sleep but awake at 1am to write the surgery update #1 blogpost and eat fried egg with instant noodles inside because i realized i didn't have much time left to eat lol.